It's hard to not be in control of some situations. It is incredibly frustrating to not be able to make things how I want them but I can't force anyone but myself. Not sure what triggered this frustration but I do know that added on top of the stress of having no money, any little thing is going to make me freak out just a little bit. Right now it's trying to figure out where and with whom I am going to be in the near future.
Oh, Ali's here. I'llbe with her for a few hours.