Who Cares Why?

The Glad Game:

• Deluxe edition
• I got the entire score of Holst's "The Planets" for $5.
  
• I wore silver shoes today.
• Black Cherry Chutney
• I've been sipping a glass of chianti for hours now.
  
• My room smells good.
• Omelettes tomorrow morning.
  
• I love my car.
  
• I now own every Brad Pitt movie there is.
  
• More Team Scarlet shirts. Supply and demand, baby!
• The Lakers are still in it.
• Tomorrow is my 28 and 4 months birthday.

XO,
SVR

Walkin' On The Sidewalks

Last night, as I drove home way too late, I opened my moonroof, turned the AC off, and enjoyed what has turned into an awesome night. The air was crisp and cool and it almost made me giddy. My love for fall runs deep. I had been outside a little earlier, wearing short sleeves and found myself actually shivering. Now, to be fair, I get cold really easily*, but putting on a jacket was beyond exciting for me. I know, I know. I'm crazy about fall. Do you understand the joy I get from stepping on a fallen, crunchy leaf? How happy it makes me to need to carry a scarf with me for chilly evenings?

I plan on spending a lot of time outside this fall. Who is with me!?


XO,
SVR




*I also get hot really easily.

Tarantula

The following makes me happy.


I don’t want to fight
Every single night
Everything I want is in your eyes.

You and me go back
To places I don’t know to care
The spoils of all I got were left as scraps.

Don’t let me say this,
but you’re no worse than me,
It’s crazy.

We all are real, if real ever was, it’s just because
We all are real, and feel we've had enough,
I’m real, ‘cause someone gave us sound.

I wanna be there when you’re happy
I wanna love you when you’re sad.

Can’t stand the morning rain
Get out and take your place then
Can’t stand the blazing sun
Then close your eyes you’ll see
The angel dust.

I don’t want to be
Anything for these
A million watts of sound can’t compare.

Come along you’ll see the world
The pulse ripples, the crowd unfurls
The current starts to flow and they are on.

Oh it’s a white hot soul they want,
sinful.

We all are real, if real ever was, it's just because
We all are real, every living soul
Yes I’m real, ‘cause someone gave us sound.

Don’t break the oath
I want to love you when you’re happy,
Don’t break this oath
I want to be there when you’re sad,
Please bring the pouring rain.

We all are real, as real as any ghost
So easy now,
We all are real, in every living soul,
Don't they know.

Can’t stand the blazing sun
Can’t stand the morning rain
Get out and take your place again.

I don’t want to be alone
I don’t want to be alone
I don’t want to be alone
Alone.

If it’s a white hot soul they want
It’s a black heart they’ll get.

Cold Hands, Warm Heart

I have been unable to get warm these past few days when not at work*. Earlier tonight I was waiting outside for something and I started shivering uncontrollably. I had on my layers, too: 2 tank tops, a t-shirt, a sweater, and a jean jacket and I was still cold. I am loving this added bonus of cold weather we are getting, but my body is not fooled and knows it's supposed to be spring. My fashion-self knows it, too, so the heavy coats and scarves are no more. Sure, I miss them, but it's officially spring and I don't want to look like I'm in the wrong season! It's like wearing flip flops in November on an unseasonably warm day-it's just wrong!

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I kept getting tension headaches last week. I actually felt one coming on tonight, but now that I know the cause, I can better stop them from getting too bad. I liken them to my brain protesting the amount of thinking I am making it do. Whether it be for something school related, work related, or having to do with certain people. My job keeps me just a smidge too secluded at times now and I end up thinking and re-thinking things. Then I end up walking around with a constant expression of "hmm!" on my face. The other day my coworker said I looked tense. She was right. I think it's better now, though...or, at least, different.


XO,
SVR





*Work can be like a mfing sauna sometimes. Plus, my section there gets warmer than others.